The Cellar Door Stays Locked

It hurts the way I completely despise you
And yet completely adore you
When did I lose all faith in myself

The Adventure of Frank

New place to post

I'm ditching blogger for wordpress.

I hope you all will still check it.

Website = http://therealmess.wordpress.com

It should be glorious.

The Mirror Just Laughs

Don't look back, don't reminisce
Over every single kiss
Give it time before you give in
She is nothing but a curse and I have suffered worse
But I've never learned my lesson
High heels, black dress
They're my weakness
While you're inching down my spine

I don't know you, I won't pretend to, I don't know anything at all
I don't know you, but look who's laughing now

Don't forgive, don't forget
Just soak in this regret
Shrug it off before they notice
If you can accept all my lies, why not as easily my goodbyes
At best you're serendipitous, fictitious, you're pathetic
Short skirt, real mess
You're my weakness
While you're walking on the line

I don't love you, I won't pretend to, I can't feel anything at all

It Was Only A Kiss

I want you to rest inside my head

Gnawing at my conscience

Until I forget what was wrong in the first place

Whoever said forgive and forget got the order incorrect

My memory is failing me and allowing you to come back

And I'll be okay with it

At first

Until I remember the reason I gave up on your sorry ass

I'll walk a thousand miles

And fly a thousand more

To worlds you could only imagine

Every second passing by I'll take the double-edged sword

Of relief and regret

And enjoy it cutting through me

How could it have ended up like this?

I thought I'd found someone to rely on

But I guess I'll trade up

I mean

It was only a kiss [of death]

All The Words In My Mouth

I've been broken to the core

Easily forgiven over time

And if I am seeming backwards

Know it's only in your mind

Cuz I am dropping heavy words

That have begun breaking through your bones

You have failed to realize that despite my tongue's deceit

I'm as bitter as you are alone

I don't know what I'm headed for (a breakdown, a breakdown)

Keep telling myself I want you more (let's lay down let's lay down)

Heavy sighs turn to light-hearted lies (you're fake now, you're fake now)

Keeping me awake at night (a breakdown, a breakdown)

So let's lay down all of our cards

And I'll be your king of hearts

You'll be the queen and do the same disappearing act

You've always done

To everyone before and after

The silence brings forth laughter

Also pity, disgust, remorse, and you're stuck in this loathsome cycle

Again and again and again