Emptiness Is Just a Fad that's Fading Fast

Hollow.
I'm bleeding on the page again
Coughing up line after line
Praying each one impresses more than the last
But like daylight while you are here, it's fading so fast
I absolutely adore you
Alliteration aside
I'm echoing my shortcomings
Hoping they become full by shouting them over and over
Instead, they become smaller
Dwarfed by the very size of the canyon
That's forming inside
Between the life I've been living
And the life I'm beginning to live
Once I've overcome myself
The only affecting factor will be you
So for now
Sweet Cinderella please take my hand
I'm done taking the cyanide for now
Because of you
I want to survive