Where Do I Go From Here?

It's so hard to follow you
Your heart pours out onto the page
And I'm left holding the pieces
Struggling to find tape to mend your broken self
One day
You'll be ready for my outreached hand
You've said so yourself
Allow me to paint this picture
With words you've become so acquainted with
I will not lash out at you once again
For once was enough
And the gaping hole left
Searing inside my chest
Has finally come to rest
But as for now
I will fade into the distance
Until you become strong enough
To deal with the infallible failure I've become