You Wouldn't Believe All The Things I Have Done

I don't understand what it means to be a:

   Man

   Friend

   Love

   Success

I know what it means to be a:

   Child

   Fool

   Embarrassment

   Failure

Lord have mercy upon my soul

I am nowhere near where I should be

Instead I've faked my way for so long

I don't remember what it's like to be real

Please forgive me