4 AM

Dear Diary,
It's 3 am
and the girl I love is miles and miles away
and doesn't know who I am
I've been losing sleep for days now
Holding this all in my head
I know you're holding back on calling me out
Only because you don't know to respond

Does she find it hard to breathe
Like I do when she's next to me

Dear Diary,
same entry
I thought I lost you for a moment there
Should I make a move?
Should I spill my heart
I'll take your silence as a yes
I confess, I'm curious

Does she find it hard to breathe
Like I do when she's next to me
She's won my heart with all of her words
Now I've just got to work on winning hers
And maybe one day my entries won't be just hopeful
they'll be complete

oh diary, you won't believe me
she's beautiful
I want to be everything she deserves
Everything I should be
Anything for her
Sincerely,
Me

Does she find it hard to breathe
Like I do when she's next to me
I confess I'm curiously
Wondering what she thinks of me

Dear Diary,
It's 4 am
And she still doesn't know who I am