Forgive Me For I Have Amends

Well your love is the key that twists inside of me
Cracks my heart open with a smile
But since the return of your fireplace urn
It's turned all my love to denial
I wanted to say that I need you to stay
But to want, you have to believe
And since you left I've had a bad taste on my breath
And I can't seem to rinse myself clean
If my dreams came true today I'd just wash you away
With a steady stream of laughter and lies
You do, what you always do
And I'll fall apart but you'll never hear me cry
I'll stare for a spell while you lie how you felt
And my face cracks into a smile
Your love was a key, that's still inside me
And now I'm hollow as hollow can be